I love my this condition for I do not have anything to do except that every day. I feel very sorry for that I say like that to you people.
You are now busy working to raise your children and to make your lives. The other hand, I am living without working.
All my doing everyday are walking, swiming, yery little chores and touching P.C. and so on.
This could not be a meaningful life, I wish I had some
useful work in the society, but it's very difficult to find such works even as volunteer work.
I am too weak to take responsibility in the society. And also, I have illness like my wife.

Karl and Michelle, you know how valuable your youth and helthy is ?. Michelle, you might feel your life is boring and trivial sometimes. But you should think when you were young.
You know what I mean ?. Think about the days just after you
got married. There must had been dreams and hopes. Why don't you try to talk simple things with your hasband except the things about sons.
Do not loose hope and keep going to your goal.